Fourth day failure?

Is it even possible to binge on watermelon.

I ate a QUARTER of a watermelon, about 300 calories and 80 carbohydrates. That's a lot of water. And melon. *Sigh*
I felt so willpowerless today...I just wanted to eat eat eat, eat this and eat that and eat everything I could see.    I ate 50 grams of sweet banana chips, around 250 calories, and they're not that healthy. I only ate them because they were bananas. Not eating them again...
There was also a lack of fruit in the house. There are only three apples left, because my skinny skinny skinny brother ate them all! Of all the fatty food we have in this house, apples? Really? Had to choose to eat my entire food source? Thanks.

Anyway, my food of choice today was a rice thin, a salada and a slice of thin thin thin raisin toast + butter. On the plus side, I made 10 cups of water today! Well I always have, but whatever okay. Make me feel good.

OOOOOOOOH! GUESS WHAT. TOMORROW. FASTING. ME. DOING IT.

Yes, you read that right. Or at least attempted to make sense of the numerous words. But I'm fasting tomorrow...yay? Just to get rid of all the extra calories I've carried so far...logged or not. I put this on my blog because I need ACCOUNTABILITY! I was able to pull off a 1.5 day fast once, and a 3 day fast. For that 3 day fast though, I had to be angry at everyone so they wouldn't bother me about not eating or offer me temptations or anything. Don't really want to be mad at people anymore...especially for nothing they've done...
Anyway, I really really really want to complete a 24 hour + tonight's sleep time fast. I used to do around 13 hour fasts all day, from when I went to bed, I skipped breakfast and school lunch (schol goes for 6 hours). It was alright, and it was especially good when I had gum. I stopped because I knew not eating breakfast was killing me, slowly.
But yeah.

I hereby proclaim that I, Sarah-Jane, will complete a 24 hour fast on Friday 17th of May, in addition to the amount of sleep I get tonight. I am doing this to prove my own willpower to myself, as well as get rid of the excess calories and sugar I have consumed from the past week. I have totally NOT comethis far to give up, or come this far while cheating. That doesn't count. When times get tough, I will drink water, brush my teeth, paint my nails, chew gum, think about my stomach and my skinny skinny wardrobe. I WILL DO THIS!!
Whoooooooooo!

Sorry. Getting a bit hyped up there. Anyway, I hope it'll be alright, which it should be, because I'm going out tomorrow night and there isn't any free food! So that's just about 2.5 hours of resistance. C'mon Sj, you can live 2.5 hours not eating!!!

Oh, and for those of you that are in Melbourne (Aus.), I'm trying out for John Monash Science School! I don't know why. But I'm attending those tuition classes on the weekend that go for 5 hours...fun? Oh well, I'll learn more! I want to go into science because I really really want to be a dietitian/nutritionist, and to do that I absolutely must take biology and chemistry. And I need an ATAR of 92.5% to get into Nutrition and Food at Monash Uni. I can't believe I'm already planning. (I'm 14!) Oh well, I'll just look to the greater forces...